I've been studying all week and didn't manage to get as much done as I'd meant to 'cause my capacity to concentrate seems to have diminished by 100% or something. I've gone to extra sports classes every day since Tuesday. I go to bed around 1 or 2 am after having written some of my Merlin paperlegends, because I can't work on it during the day or before 10pm anyway.
And I get up every day around 9am or 8.30am, which is way too early and far too little sleep for me to function.
And guess what?! NOW IT'S WORD WAR WEEKEND AND I'M SO PUMPED! :D And omg, I don't even know how I'll survive 'til the end of April without going mad or dropping dead from exertion. Why did I think it was a good idea to sign up for paperlegends when the biggest, most difficult, bloody arse-kickingly terrifying exam of my life is coming up?
I know why, cause it actually helps me keep my sanity. Thank you, Merlin. You're saving my life here, even though I should spend my days studying ALL THE TIME and do ALL THE WORK! But my brain feels like it's stuffed with cotton wool or sth.
Wow, this sounds like it was a whiny post. It wasn't actually. xD
- How do I- I don't even... Oh dear. *sigh*